byepolar

by neverminding

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released August 19, 2015

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neverminding Tampa, Florida

neverminding consists of one (1) mopey girl named ellie who cant actually play any instruments and cant sing well but makes music anyway

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Track Name: manic depressing
i am manic depressive
i am a ghost, an alien &
i know you dont care &
you rlly let me down
you pushed me out, you cut me down
i wish i didnt care
ill cut little slices so i can bleed it out
ill make myself cum so i can sleep away the season
im sorry im sorry i miss u u dont care
(crybaby crybaby scaredycat)
(im sorry)
[it has been a long long time since i cried without self directed violence careening me into a some sort of frenzy. i almost forgot what it was like 2 weep in melancholys embrace w big hot tears welling up and dripping down like honey and sniffling quietly and a quaint sadness bc i lost someone i loved and endings hurt, it feels foreign 2 cry about something soft and subtle i suppose. this doesnt make sense sorry]
baby i wanna be dancing
i wanna be normal
i want to make sense
i want things to get better
Track Name: i wanna like you
waking up feeling like 10 whole bricks
are on my chest and i can't be fixed
my feet are heavy and my heart is low
and i think that we should take it slow
ooo we should take slow

cuz i wanna like you
i wanna want you like honeydew
i wanna like you
i wanna want you to say me too

you show up dazzling and pure
it cant be so simple im sure
lady bugs and flowers in my chest
and i think you are the best
ooo you are the best

i wanna like you
i wanna want you like honeydew
Track Name: im bad at dating
do you even think of me
im a fucking joke
it is clear to see

i sent a million texts
and get no response
im obsessive to max and
it is not fun

my love has got no place to go
my love has no one to hold it

i sleep alone every night
in a queen size bed
i check on okcupid and
wish i were dead

i don’t know how to feel
i don’t know how to act
im the worst date ever
and thats a fact

my love has got no place to go
my love has no one to hold it

do you even think of me
Track Name: dream
when i dream
you are here
we are happy
and near

when i dream
it's just of you

when i dream's
the only time
you are not far away

and i dont want to be awake
and i dont want to be awake
i dont want to be awake

cuz when i dream's
the only time
you’re not far way

when i dream's
the only time
you're not far away
Track Name: love u still
im sorry for the thing that i wrote
i think my medication is making me
leak love at my feet
leak love at my feet
leak love at my feet
but you are still here
and i am still here
we are still good

im sorry my light has dimmed

i had a dream of you
leaving the morning after you
stayed the night
as you put on your shoes
you said you gotta go now
but you love being here with me

i love you still
i love you through and through
i get so scared sometimes
but we are still true
we are still true
i love you still
i love you through and through
i get so scared sometimes
but we are still true
Track Name: future song
when i am better
ill write you that letter
that youve been waiting for

when i feel wholer
ill ask to come over
and well kiss some more

when i am cuter
youll think im sweeter

i have big plans in mind and
too much time and
one day
someone will want to be mine
and i will treat them right